Abby always thinks I'm full of crap when I say I have an "American" version of myself, but that's only cause she's never seen me in America. I strongly dislike American me. She's insecure, which makes her kinda rude and depressed. When I'm abroad, she only comes out a handful of times... And the past few days have been victim to her. I know it is because of Saturday, and I know I should really get over it, but today apparently wasn't the day.
I only had three classes, and my private class was canceled, so I was set up for a relaxing Wednesday... But instead of relaxing, it felt long and empty. >_< Jeeze, how ridiculous.
I did find out from Laura that Nacho's parents were very happy with our first lesson together, and that was nice to hear. I also caught up on my blog and made the next high school blog project on Boston, so those should be interesting posts.
But past that? It was a pretty dull day.
Sometimes I feel really guilty for having listless, bs days... But then I remember that you can't have good days without something to contrast them to, and that it's okay to not always be overflowing with happiness. Maybe tomorrow will be different, but if not, I'll let myself have one more day like this before I have to stop.
XOXO
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